I am the fix that you constantly need. Purging your thoughts into a deadly disease. A wilted rose is nothing to a busted set of teeth. Unable to heal and unable to feel, I am your eternal restraint. Don’t let go, or i’ll consume you whole. There’s a promise I’ll forever uphold. From the impenetrable ball and chain I have held you captive in, to the broken ankles you’ve tried countless times to heal that have always resulted in failed attempts, you have never been able to crawl away from me. Haven’t you realized you belong to me? All the ruptured veins that have collapsed upon themselves all at the work of my own hands still hasn’t gotten to you. Give it time, and soon you will see you truly are mine. The convulsions got to you. There’s a elephant in the room who never seems to leave when it comes down to you and I. So pitiful you look while carrying around all the dead weight On your shoulders of what you once use to be. How shameful you couldn’t even catch the oncoming disease. Charcoal lungs and darker days, You can always clean the surface but the stain will remain. The fields of flowers that once blossomed inside your ribcage have wilted to grey, all at the hands of me. I planted seeds in the darkest cracks of your mind You destroyed me. You treat me bad, you ruined my face, but I couldn’t love you more, you got a beautifully tragic taste.